I’ve been dwelling all day on the things you said. Specific things. I’ve been drowning in a pool of misery for at least a month now, because of things that I’ve done. And because of bridges I’ve burned. But today you made it so real. I’ve been stewing all day. Wishing there was something, anything I could say to make you understand how sorry I am. And make you understand how highly I think of you. It’s like I said earlier… And it’s like I said to as many people would listen since… I partied too much. I got too scared. I felt guilty for moving on from past relationships. I felt so whole hearted. And that made me feel awful. Zebra blah blah blah. I love so whole heartedly. It’s so important to me. I know that you know that. I’ve never had a relationship like ours. I didn’t know how to handle myself. I wanted and needed you to tell me it was real. I needed you to tell me you loved me. That’s any woman. I’ll come home and make you dinner and rub your back, but please tell me you love the things I do. Or maybe that you love me. Where’s the romance. I still have your toothbrush. Just like I said. I still have all our pictures up, and your clothes. They don’t smell like you anymore. Its crazy to me that we can’t move past eachother. I’m sure you’ve tried. It’s not the same. I keep trying to tell myself it’s going to get better. And every night I come home alone and sad. I miss being under the wing. I miss your snooring I miss olive and rosebud. I miss talking about our future and being genuinely happy with you

Holy shit. The realist. I can’t believe I just found this.

Holy shit. The realist. I can’t believe I just found this.

(Source: twitter.com)

First time I’ve talked to you in what feels like forever. It didn’t go at all how I wanted, and there was so much I wanted to say and didn’t. I might regret that later. Add another regret into the list. I don’t know why I just can’t let go.

You were the hardest lesson I ever had to learn.
— My Ten Word Story (via soulsscrawl)

(Source: thr0wmyfaith)

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damn

damn

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#49ers #niners #25 #getbusyliving #mygurls  (at Golden Gate Tap Room)

#49ers #niners #25 #getbusyliving #mygurls (at Golden Gate Tap Room)

I just want to hold your face and kiss you and look in your eyes and tell you I’m sorry.

#weouthere #55 #timmy #giants #attpark #sanfrancisco #sfgiants #giantsvsdodgers #beatla (at AT&T Park)

#weouthere #55 #timmy #giants #attpark #sanfrancisco #sfgiants #giantsvsdodgers #beatla (at AT&T Park)

Love this city. Beautiful day for rooftop brunch with @roxannem17  (at El Techo de Lolinda)

Love this city. Beautiful day for rooftop brunch with @roxannem17 (at El Techo de Lolinda)

Miss everything about this guy.

Miss everything about this guy.

Anonymous said: With your taste in music, the tattoos, your personality and dat butt, u my dream girl

=) Thank you. Glad I’m someones dream girl. 

Now, who are you?

I really like watching him sing. Is that weird?