I used to feel so safe with you. Like you cared for me and wouldn’t let anything happen to me. Whenever you had your arm around me, it was the best I’ve ever felt. When we were out together, I never felt insecure, or like you were checking other girls out. I always felt like it was just you and I. I have never felt like that with anyone ever. I have never felt so safe. Unfortunately, that feeling is gone. When we are out together, I can feel you looking around at other people. It breaks my heart. You don’t drape you arm around me anymore, and no longer hold my hand. I feel awkward and out of place. I don’t know if I can kiss you or not. Or if I can hold you and put my arm around you. When we leave each other, I don’t know if I should kiss you goodbye… Or if you even want me to kiss you goodbye. I miss holding your hand. But maybe it all takes time. Maybe you are trying to keep yourself safe this time. Or maybe, you have no intentions of having things go back to how they were. I wish I knew. I wish you would give me even a slight hint as to how you were feeling.